hello, i'm tired(?), lifeless(?), irritated(?) and sad(?) now so please dont expect a nice post. god i'm so weird i dont even know what i'm feeling.
i went for service yesterday. Jianmin, Amanda and Grace all came. not bad. and then i went for cell. haha. tell me why i'm going again. tell me why i'm going to a place where i dont feel really a part of, human or really happy. a place where my thoughts and feelings are just forced to resurface. where i constantly think of my situation. where week in and week out i'll just be letting myself go back into sadness and anger. can you believe it? for 6 days in a week i'm just forcing myself to do things that keep me occupied, and then on the 7th day i just fall back to square one. so for the past month i've been avoiding things, i cant say that i was happy. but at the same time i cant say that i was unhappy too, isn't that good?
God spoke to me yesterday. sharing with someone and praying together and getting prayed for before things get any better. i'm drained now. and like anyone would come bother listening to me. okay whatever. this is going to be one post about my spiritual life in a long time.
& 8th WORLD WONDER!
HELLO my name is cheryl ng. 050493. studying in tkgs, eighter of the lower sec and currently a fourer of the upper sec. i'm in the alto one section of choir, though i still love running and sports. christian and megalifer. i play the piano. i have small hands. my ambition is to be a wonderful doctor.
the colour orange is lovely. i really like chocolate cake. i love anything that can make me happy. i dont like most sweets. i dislike the water. i hate counselors.
hello, i'm tired(?), lifeless(?), irritated(?) and sad(?) now so please dont expect a nice post. god i'm so weird i dont even know what i'm feeling.
i went for service yesterday. Jianmin, Amanda and Grace all came. not bad. and then i went for cell. haha. tell me why i'm going again. tell me why i'm going to a place where i dont feel really a part of, human or really happy. a place where my thoughts and feelings are just forced to resurface. where i constantly think of my situation. where week in and week out i'll just be letting myself go back into sadness and anger. can you believe it? for 6 days in a week i'm just forcing myself to do things that keep me occupied, and then on the 7th day i just fall back to square one. so for the past month i've been avoiding things, i cant say that i was happy. but at the same time i cant say that i was unhappy too, isn't that good?
God spoke to me yesterday. sharing with someone and praying together and getting prayed for before things get any better. i'm drained now. and like anyone would come bother listening to me. okay whatever. this is going to be one post about my spiritual life in a long time.
HELLO my name is cheryl ng. 050493. studying in tkgs, eighter of the lower sec and currently a fourer of the upper sec. i'm in the alto one section of choir, though i still love running and sports. christian and megalifer. i play the piano. i have small hands. my ambition is to be a wonderful doctor.
the colour orange is lovely. i really like chocolate cake. i love anything that can make me happy. i dont like most sweets. i dislike the water. i hate counselors.